Long ago (in the FTP days) I was well know on a.s.f.s. as "holderlady" and also had a website - Lunette's Lunacy - celebrating giving and taking heads through short stories along with pen & ink and pencil drawings. I had to step away for a few decades since smoking, directing beheadings and being decapitated are bad for your health (both physically and spiritually) when pursued in excess.